<>Missingislikeasharpblade，thorninmyheartisverypainful，verypainful.Thinkofhim，maybeatthistime，reallyneedapersontotalkaround，orgivetheheartofcomfort.
Thedayswithoutyou，theskywasdark，shutthedoor，amanhidinginthehouse，leaninginasmallcorner，beatingsome00piecesofwriting.Inthislonelytime，thereisstillsomethingcalled“words“accompaniedme，Ididnotforgettowalkthroughthetext.
Writinghasalwaysbeenmyfavorite.Idon'thavemuchmentalcompositionrecently.Ifeelverynarrow.Ireadsomephilosophicalwords，butIcan'tunderstandanything.Somehow，thatpassionseemstohavedisappeared.Whohasbeenholdingbooksalldaylong?Whoreadthebeautifulessayonthebus?Whoiswhointhebookstorereadingbooks?Ican'timaginemyselfwalkingnow.Ilikethecostumedrama，andthelatestpopularentertainmentprogram“goodvoiceinChina“.IcankeeptheTVsetalivewithoutgoingoutallday.Lifeisgettingpoor，isthespiritofthepoor，inneremptiness，inshort，alackofpower，lackofapioneeringspirit.ShouldIchangemyself?ShouldIthinkaboutit?Lifeshouldnotbesomediocre，lifeshouldbemeaningful.Canyougivemecourage?
Inautumn，Ilikewalkinginthepark，smellingthefragranceofosmanthus，thinkingaboutyourface，howbeautifulitis.Remember，wehandthroughtheefforts，nowbusydaysalwayshauntyoupace，sothatyoucannottouchme，unabletostayinmyside.Lookup，lookupatthebluesky，therearewhitecloudsdrifting，seethebirdsflyinginthesky，atthistime，youknowhowmuchIenvythem?Iwanttohaveapairofwings，canflyfreely，flyingtowhereyouare.
Once，accidentally，thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now，thinkofit，stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant，luxuryisnotwhatIlove，butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.
Canyousingasong，caneatamealandyou，andyoucanrenewanold，canwatchamoviewithyou，andyoucanlistentothesamesong，itismygreatjoy.Iloveholdingyourhand，gotoabusycorner，walkedintothefashionshop，wearingdifferentstylesofclothes，thefirsttimeistoletyougivemeareference，youalwayssmiledandsaid:“mywifeisgood，whattowear.“Iknowyouaremakingmehappy，butIstillliketohearyousaysomethingthatpleaseme.Before，alwaysthoughtthatshoppingwithgirlstoaccompany，andnowthinkofaboyfriend，betterthananything.NowondermycolleagueswouldsaythatIamazhongseqingyou.Ihopemyfriendscanunderstandme!
Aslongasyou，thehouseagainathome，weshouldallbelongtoonetypeofquiet!Tobeexact，youareaquietman，andIamawomanofallwalksoflife.Icanreadinanoisyenvironment，andIc*****sobeinaquietcorner.Alwaysliketotalkwithyou，foralongtimenotsnuggleupinyourarms，goodmemoriesofthewarmthyougive.Thinkofthebooksyoudownloadedtome，aremyfavorite，thankyou!I'vebeenfocusingonsomephilosophicalthingslately，andIthinkit'sreallyinteresting.Aperson'smooddependsentirelyonhisorherstateofmind.Recently，IreadalotofBuddhistethicalstories，whichinspiredmedeeplyandbenefitedalot.Ireallywanttorelyonyourwarmshoulder，reallywanttotellyousomeofmyexperience.Canyousparetimetocomebackwithme?Dear，Ihavealotofwordstosaytoyou，Iamnolongerachild，Iwillbecomemoremature，Iwillbeyourfavoritewoman!
Once，accidentally，thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now，thinkofit，stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant，luxuryisnotwhatIlove，butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.Canyousingasong，caneatamealandyou，andyoucanrenewanold，canwatchamoviewithyou，andyoucanlistentothesamesong，itismygreatjoy.
Iloveholdingyourhand，gotoabusycorner，walkedintothefashionshop，wearingdifferentstylesofclothes，thefirsttimeistoletyougivemeareference，youalwayssmiledandsaid:“mywifeisgood，whattowear.“Iknowyouaremakingmehappy，butIstillliketohearyousaysomethingthatpleaseme.Before，alwaysthoughtthatshoppingwithgirlstoaccompany，andnowthinkofaboyfriend，betterthananything.NowondermycolleagueswouldsaythatIamazhongseqingyou.Ihopemyfriendscanunderstandme!Aslongasyou，thehouseagainathome，weshouldallbelongtoonetypeofquiet!Tobeexact，youareaquietman，andIamawomanofallwalksoflife.Icanreadinanoisyenvironment，andIc*****sobeinaquietcorner.
Alwaysliketotalkwithyou，foralongtimenotsnuggleupinyourarms，goodmemoriesofthewarmthyougive.Thinkofthebooksyoudownloadedtome，aremyfavorite，thankyou!I'vebeenfocusingonsomephilosophicalthingslately，andIthinkit'sreallyinteresting.Aperson'smooddependsentirelyonhisorherstateofmind.Recently，IreadalotofBuddhistethicalstories，whichinspiredmedeeplyandbenefitedalot.Ireallywanttorelyonyourwarmshoulder，reallywanttotellyousomeofmyexperience.Canyousparetimetocomebackwithme?Dear，Ihavealotofwordstosaytoyou，Iamnolongerachild，Iwillbecomemoremature，Iwillbeyourfavoritewoman!
Once，Iwasinfrontofyouwithatemper，crying，shoutinguncomfortable，andnowIwanttotellyou，Iamnolongerthatignorantlittlegirl.Iwillrationallyfaceallthethingsthatlifegivesme.Ihavesomebadproblems，hasalwaysbeenIneedtochange，IthinkIshouldlearntoputdown，shouldlearntolerance，shouldlearntoimprovise.Theunhappydaysofthepastareduetothefactthattherearetoomanythingsthatcan'tbeputintheheart.
Gradually，Ilearnedtolerance，learntounderstand，learntolerance.Intherealmoflove，moretolerance，morewarmth.Reallywanttousemylovehasbeenwarmyou!IbecamesonervousthesedaysthatIdidn'tknowwhytheexamwasgoingtomakemyheartgoupanddown.IfindthatwhatIdo，themorenervousIget，theworseIreallywanttodoit，butmyheartcan'tbecalm.Hopethatthisexamcanpasssmoothly，lookforwardto!Ireallydonotwanttoletyoudown，Ireallywanttobewithyou，Ireallywanttoaccompanyyoueveryday.
NearOctober，Idonotknowwhatkindoffeeling，Ithinkitshouldbeexcited，shouldbeexpected，shouldbehappy，shouldbehappy，shouldbewarm!Howtofulfilladream，likeacondensedwish，thinkpaintedaperiod.Iwantyoutoaccompanymealongjourney，toastrangecity，putasidealldistractingthoughts，unloadalltheburden，happytoenjoyourgooddays.Idon'tknowwhyyoudon'tliketraveling，butI'maplayfulchild.
Haveyoueverplayedwithyou，remember?Butalwayscannotfindthekindofhappyhappiness，theheartisalwaysmissingsomething.BecauseIknow，withoutyou，evenifIstandatthesummitofthemountain，Ican'tfeeltheworld'svastness.Becauseyouaretheelementofmyhappiness!Inthislife，Ijustwanttoholdyourhandforward!Letusforeverinthegenerationaftergeneration!
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